Patience… Just Patience

Oh, I ‘m low on this, but I know it’s a life lesson. There’ll be a light at the end of the tunnel, but I probably should explain right? For the past couple months, I’ve been unable to work. That’s because doctors are taking their time trying to figure out what is wrong with me physically. I’ll only say the pain is bad enough where I cannot work the physically demanding jobs I used to perform. After four months of searching, they finally possess a lead. Funny, considering they almost gave up on me, but I needed to push… It’s the only way I seem to get treatment now-a-days. The problem is my money flow became nonexistent, and I’m not getting hired at the sit down/remote jobs I tried to apply for. Not really anyone to blame there. My resume is filled with active jobs and a dream to become a full-time writer. I’d hire the more qualified individuals myself. But I still possess some hope. I know deep down everything will turn out alright; even when fighting my own inner demons on the subject. My dream will come true, I’ll get better, a job will come, and money won’t be an issue. I need to believe it for I don’t want to lose myself, the ones I love, or the life I’ve built with my wife.