Round and round the clock turns
All the while your eye burns.
Seeing things that aren’t there
Why should you care?
After all you can’t change it
So why think even a little bit?
Give in to the insanity
Forget about humanity.
Dwell on your worry
Let it fill you with fury.
Build it up and up
But yet peace will stop.
The mind racing
Stop the spacing.
Relax and give in
This is the way to win.
Recover yourself and you shall see
The simply way to victory.
Depths of Depression
Down, down I go
To the cold I know…
Sinking faster below the surface
Wishing I knew a service…
All I see is misery and woe
It’s what one sees down below…
The glimmer of lights fading
No hope for wading…
It ends in darkness
Seeing the light less…
You’ll never claw yourself out
Just sink and mope about!
Forget what makes life worth living
And embrace the end of forgiving!
Yet there may still reside a voice
Giving us a glimmer of choice.
Hold your breath and you’ll get through
After all you know it’s true!
Use the tools to ask for help
Before you start eating the kelp!
From my side I pull the pouch
A handful of items which don’t slouch,
Helpful for some days
But not for today,
Yet there was one among the rest
A glass bottle to write to the best.
With pen in hand I scribble away
Hoping the ink will stay!
A last bit of effort I release
My final act please get it! Please!
Fading away I almost didn’t find
The lifeline I thought a trick of my mind!
Two hands wrap tightly on the rope
As I was rewarding for my belief in hope!
She pulls me on deck with a hug and kiss
Telling me how much she loves me and would miss!
The happiness we found together
And how we could storm any weather!
Slowly, happiness returns
To the point it burns.
Yet I feel the icy depths call
And I know again I’ll fall…
So, keep her close and near
Or you’ll lose it all I fear…
Minecraft Stream: Bring your questions!
Greetings everyone! Decided to stream tonight while testing a new software. Feel free to drop by and ask me anything within reason. Hope you’ll enjoy and thanks for the continued support!
Stream Time: 10:30 PM – 1:00 PM EST (If you look on twitch it will tell your specific time zone)
Whirlwind of Worry (Poem)
They started as whispers in my ears…
Something I’ve dealt with for years.
The doctors delay,
Stacking bills to pay,
The body creaks
For answers we seek,
The house now stands
Costing many a grand.
How will I pay?
It says day after day.
Oh, how it howls,
As the collector scowls
There’s little strength in these bones.
Feeling like they were beaten with stones.
Nothing you can do to fix it.
Only watch as you fall behind bit by bit.
Failure at everything you do.
Surprised anyone would stay near you.
After all, your friends are gone.
They needed to move on.
You’re nothing special, just a joke.
Given the opportunity you’d choke.
It all started as a whisper…
And now the words are crisper.
You think it’ll change?
That you’ go beyond the range?
How sad. The world is cruel.
If you don’t know that, you’re a fool.
To cling to hope and a dream,
Will only rip you by the seam.
Stronger and stronger it whips about…
I cannot stay strong and stout.
Of course, you can’t…
Just go ahead and rant.
Your words fall flat on the ground…
I know exactly where you’re bound.
Alone and under a bridge you’ll be
Crying, “How did this happen to me?”
But I can answer that simply for you…
Believing in the phrase anything I can do-
Cease and desist this prattling on!
If I can give in my life would be gone…
So, fly away far from here.
Don’t want to feel you near!
And even as they fly away,
The whispers will return the next day.
Streaming Tonight
Hey everyone! Just wanted to let you know I’ll be streaming tonight from 9:30 PM to 12:30 AM EST. Hope to see some of you there! I’ll be playing Civilization VI which is a strategy, civilization building, diplomatic handling, and a bit complicated game where one can win one of four ways. It’s a ton of fun to play once one figures out how to.
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